You Don’t Have To Follow Social Norms : The Guide To Breaking All The Rules

Why do we deprive ourselves of things we love?

I was talking to my dad on the phone the other day and asking him what kind of cake he’d like for his birthday. He said, “I’m trying to stay away from sweets right now.” There was one point in my life where I would have nodded my head with understanding but now the statement appalls me and makes me so sad. You’re trying to stay away from something you like? Why!?

What rules do you have for yourself?

What rules have you adopted for society’s sake? A few rules I used to have for myself to keep my body size acceptable for society were 1) work out at least 5 times a week 2) don’t eat gluten 3) restrict sweets. I wasn’t doing these things for health reasons- it was almost entirely for aesthetics. Didn’t work and made me miserable, but that’s a different story for another time.

We all follow rules or norms for the purpose of being acceptable to society

We may not follow these rules consciously with awareness, but we get messages from society about how to act and present ourselves all the time and it’s impossible to rage against the machine and avoid assimilating 100% of the time. So I would ask yourself what rules do you follow for the purpose of being accepted in to our current day society? Maybe your rules have been adopted to fit into your religious community or your work environment or your family unit. Maybe they’re rules you’ve adopted from your parents or picked up from friends. It doesn’t really matter where they’ve come from, but it does matter how they’re serving you. And if they’re not serving you, you need to throw them in the garbage.

How are society’s rules serving you?

If it doesn’t serve you to deprive yourself of sex until marriage, have sex before marriage. If it doesn’t serve you to exercise every day, take time for rest. If it doesn’t serve you to be in a monogamous relationship, look into consensual nonmonogamy. If it doesn’t serve you to spend time with family members that are toxic, cut them out of your life. If it doesn’t serve you to pretend you agree with the beliefs of your friends or coworkers, tell them your own beliefs and see what happens. If something isn’t serving you, you’re going to remain frustrated and miserable until you put an end to it. Accept that people may not accept you if you go against the grain. But with this, recognize that 1) the tribe you want around you will accept you and 2) you will be able to accept yourself more when you start to practice behaviors that serve you. When you aren’t going against the things you believe or hiding who you are and what you feel, you surprisingly feel a lot better about yourself.

What do you value according to the rules you follow?

If you follow rules that require you to 1) do things you don’t like doing or that feel bad to you and/or 2) avoid doing things you like doing or that feel good to you, ask yourself why. Why do you deprive yourself of things you like? Why do you force yourself to do things you don’t like? Obviously because of a value you hold. So why do you value that thing or that opinion or that belief? If your reason for depriving yourself of sweets and delicious food is so that you can try to maintain a certain body weight so that people will find you attractive and want to be with you, what are you saying you value? Shallow relationships? If your love language is touch but you deprive yourself of sex before marriage because a book that you value and a community you cherish recommended it, what does that mean you value? The wisdom of others rather than your own wisdom? If you disagree with the opinions of others but choose to not have discussion around your disagreements out of fear of ruffling feathers, what are you valuing there? Social approval and acceptance?

Rejecting social norms can result in social rejection

Okay, I know it’s not easy to let go of all the rules because it oftentimes does come with the price of social rejection.  I understand the reality of this, which is why I still find myself hanging on to rules that don’t serve me. I think the first step to letting go of these rules is just naming them and calling them out. I would encourage you to make a list of your rules so that you can begin exploring why you follow them. And then experiment with breaking them. 

Rejecting social norms can help you find your tribe

There are tons of amazing humans out there that will accept you for whatever way you want to express yourself or show yourself to the world. Beginning to reject status quo and make your own rules can help you find these people. When we allow ourselves to be free, others are often more attracted to us anyways. And they yearn to find some of that freedom for themselves.

To show you my humanity, here’s a list of rules I’ve been struggling with lately: 

-Avoid speaking your opinion on _______ (race, gender, politics, religion, monogamy) in mixed company so as to avoid being labeled an extreme liberal or crazy feminist

-Don’t discuss the newfound freedom you’ve found since leaving Christianity with anyone remotely Christian so you can avoid being looked at as a sinner that needs to be saved

-Avoid showing tattoos in professional spaces so as not to be seen as unprofessional

-Don’t talk about your thoughts on why masturbation and polyamory should be celebrated in order to avoid people discounting you entirely for your ‘radical ideas’

Start breaking society’s rules and share the freedom with a friend!

Sharing my rules with others often helps me realize that I’m not alone in feeling the way I do and gives me the support and encouragement I need to start breaking my rules. Make your list and share it with a trusted friend. See how they react. If you don’t have a trusted friend, make an appointment with a therapist that provides a judgment free zone for you to process things like this! 

How Can Mindfulness Help With Addiction?

In my last post I talked about the what and why of addiction. Recap: addictions are destructive thought or behavior patterns people engage in mindlessly to escape reality and find some kind of temporary relief from pain. Today I want to talk about mindfulness: how it can help us be present and find alternative ways of dealing with our reality so that we no longer have to turn to our addictions for relief from pain.

Mindfulness basics

Mindfulness is basically just practicing awareness in the present moment without judgment. Mindfulness is key in overcoming addiction. First of all, you can’t change a thought or behavior pattern if you aren’t mindful/aware of it; you have to understand that you are engaging in these patterns that aren’t serving you before you can change them.

Identifying your addiction

If you’re already aware of the addictions you struggle with in your life, skip to the next paragraph. If not, here are some useful questions to ask yourself to identify addictions in your own life:

• What thought or behavior patterns do I engage in that cause me to feel good in the moment but which cause me a lot of grief/pain/guilt/shame in the long run?

• What thoughts or behaviors do I turn to in times of high stress or emotion?

• How do I distract or numb myself from my reality?

Consider these questions and notice your thoughts and behaviors in times of high stress or emotion. Don’t judge or criticize yourself for the thoughts that come into your head during these moments or the actions you take as a result of high stress or emotion, just get curious and observe. You are not bad for engaging in these thoughts or behaviors; you are coping with life the best way you know how. You may learn new coping skills that work better for you down the line, but right now you are just trying to learn more about yourself.

How mindfulness combats addiction

When we can become more mindful of the mindless ways we respond to stress, emotion, and reality, we gain the realization that we have a choice in the way we respond. Sometimes it feels like we have no control over our addictions, but this is because our addictions have become mindless habits for us. We feel pain, we seek pleasure. It takes courage and a lot of work to break a habit, especially one that brings temporary relief from pain. To break a habit, we must first ask ourselves why we are having the thought to engage in the habit. Observe the emotions you feel when you feel triggered to engage in your addiction: stress, depression, anger, anxiety, fear, loneliness, etc. Get curious about these feelings and your reactions to these feelings.

Ask yourself how engaging in your addiction could help with these feelings. Observe what comes up, maybe it’s, “you wouldn’t have to deal with your feelings of loneliness if you got some more heroin” or “you won’t have to think about all the stress you’re dealing with if you just eat those cookies” or “you will finally be worthy of love and acceptance if you exercise for just one more hour.” We don’t judge these thoughts; we get curious about them. We ask ourselves if our thoughts are true. We reality check and question if engaging in this thought or behavior will really solve our ultimate problem. We wonder if there are any other ways of dealing with our problem.

By observing and getting curious about the thoughts that trigger us to engage in our addictions, we find that these thoughts are just thoughts; they are not necessarily true and they do not necessitate an action from us. We can have these thoughts without them controlling us and this helps them to lose their power over us. We recognize that they are not always the best solution to our problems and we find that maybe there are better ways of coping with our reality.

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What Causes Addiction? And How To Heal

What image comes to mind for you when you think about addiction? A guy shooting up heroin in a public bathroom? A teenager home alone drinking himself into oblivion? A girl buying twenty makeup palettes in one day? A couple binge-watching Netflix for eight hours? A kid eating a whole box of girl scout cookies in one sitting? Addiction comes in many shapes and sizes and my hope at the end of this post is that you will better understand what addiction is and why it’s so prevalent in our society. I don’t think there are any simple answers to these kinds of questions, but I do think the source of our addiction issue lies within our culture. We live in a world we sometimes want to escape and a society we sometimes need a break from. 

Addiction as a result of societal pressures

We are fed messages daily that tell us: 

• We need to look a certain way to be loved

• We need to act a certain way to be well-received 

• We need to have a romantic partner, a thriving career, and babies by a certain age to be successful

• We need to conform to our gender roles, obey societal norms, and be the person our culture is comfortable with to be accepted

The expectations of our society are unrealistic and THEY’RE DRIVING US MAD. We aren’t robots without unique thoughts or opinions or desires. If we pay attention to our body and our mind, we’ll know what we need and we’ll know what we’re lacking. Our bodies send us distress signals when they’re not getting what they need. We feel bad physically when we’re not properly addressing the needs of our body and we feel bad mentally when we’re not properly addressing the needs of our mind. But instead of listening to our inner wisdom, we often listen to society’s messages about what we need. We strive to meet society’s expectations thinking that’s what’s going to make us happy, well-loved, and fulfilled, but find that no matter how well we meet society’s expectations, we’re still stuck with feelings of unhappiness, loneliness, and meaninglessness. 

Addiction as a way to numb pain

Between the stress of making ends meet financially in our not so great economy, keeping up with the trends in our ever-changing culture, staying in shape in the land of fast food and comfort snacks, maintaining healthy relationships in a world of disconnection, and trying to find meaning and purpose in a life we’re unhappy with, it’s near impossible to not want to escape sometimes. Couple all this stress with the fact most of us have been traumatized in some way by this world (and the people in it) and are doing our best to cope with the hurt without continuing the cycle of hurt. If you numb your pain in some way, I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND (I do it, too). It’s really, incredibly difficult to not turn to something to numb your pain or help you escape sometimes.

As humans, we naturally seek to gain pleasure and avoid pain. Nobody wants to feel bad physically or mentally, so we find ways of avoiding our pain by numbing or distracting ourselves. Although this kind of relief is only temporary, we can easily become reliant upon these pain-numbing, pleasure-seeking behaviors as we find that we can always count on them to give us an escape from reality, if only for a minute or two. Addictions are always born out of pain and are the best way many of us know how to deal with our pain. Most of us haven’t been taught how to deal with pain in a healthy way; we learn how to cope by observing how those around us cope. Unfortunately, most people cope with pain by numbing and distracting, so naturally, these are the behaviors we adopt as well.

What is addiction?

Addiction is a cultural disease that we're all predisposed to by being in this world and I believe everyone has engaged an addiction of some sort to some degree at some point in their life. So what exactly constitutes an addiction, you ask? An addiction (in my opinion) is a behavior or thought pattern that you engage in because it brings you pleasure or relief from pain temporarily but comes with negative consequences that get in the way of long-term personal goals and growth. Addictions often dominate our thoughts and are difficult for us to give up. We engage in addictions because they feel good in the moment. We aren't thinking about the future and how it will affect our long-term goals. We're thinking about how to escape the pain we're feeling right now. So we drink or use drugs or go shopping or eat food or have sex or work or exercise or scroll through social media or whatever makes us feel good in the moment to sedate the pain.

The problem? Pleasure never truly satisfies

There's nothing wrong with feeling good and I think it can be perfectly healthy to engage in any of the behaviors listed above in moderation, but when these behaviors become obsessions that hinder our growth and get in the way of our goals, we've got a problem. We will never find true satisfaction from our addictions. Do you ever wonder why you still can't stop after the tenth cookie in the package? Or why you're out shopping for another bathing suit when you already have twelve in your closet? Or why you're having sex with the fourth guy this week and you’re still not satisfied? IT’S BECAUSE PLEASURE NEVER TRULY SATISFIES. Physician and addiction specialist Gabor Maté says, "The reason we do anything one more time is because the last time didn’t really satisfy us deeply."

If we constantly seek things outside ourselves to satisfy our yearning for relief, we will never find relief. Gabor Maté wrote a book called In the Realm of Hungry Ghosts: Close Encounters with Addiction and it’s by far the most helpful book I’ve ever read about addiction. He sums up what I’m trying to say here with this quote: “The sparser the innate joy that springs from being alive, the more fervently we seek joy’s pale substitute, pleasure.” We will continue to obsessively seek pleasure until we find real joy within. We will continue to numb and distract ourselves in an attempt to escape reality until we can come to terms with and accept reality as it is. Resisting reality has never worked for us and will never work for us. We must accept the world as it is and accept ourselves as we are in order to find any kind of peace in this life. We’re not perfect and the world isn’t perfect, but numbing ourselves from this reality will never work for us in the long run.

The answer? Confronting your pain to work towards healing and joy

I want to end by saying your addiction is no better than anyone else’s and your pain is no less significant than anyone else’s. The person struggling with a heroin addiction is no better or worse of a person than the person struggling with a sexual addiction or a food addiction or a shopping addiction. We all have pain and we all deal with pain the best way we know how. What we choose to numb the pain with is largely a product of our environment. If you had drugs in your environment growing up and that’s what you found pleasurable, you will likely turn to drugs for comfort and relief now as this is how you learned to cope with your pain and discomfort. Maybe you didn’t have drugs… maybe it was food or money or video games or television that was at your disposal. Whatever pain relief is available to us is the pain relief we will choose. Some of our addictions have greater stigma and consequences because society has decided they are inherently wrong (esp. drugs) and some of our addictions seem inconsequential (work, exercise, food) because they are glorified in our society. Regardless of how society views your addiction, if you can recognize that you’re numbing and distracting yourself from pain and discomfort, you must take a serious look within to figure out what’s causing your pain if you ever want to find true healing and inner peace.

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What Causes Anger and How To Control It : An Alternative Approach To Anger Management

What causes anger? And what does it mean that anger is a secondary emotion?

When you’re angry, it just feels like anger to you. Sometimes it’s hard to notice anything underneath your anger unless you really dig in to your emotions, but anger is an emotion we often resort to secondarily when we’re trying to protect ourselves from feeling a more vulnerable primary emotion such as sadness, fear, or pain. In The Mastery of Love by Don Miguel Ruiz, anger is described as a mask for fear. Anger is fear that: we (or those we love) won’t get what we need, are not safe and secure, are not loved, valued, or respected, and/or will not be included. Anger has a lot to do with expectation. We expect others to treat us and our loved ones fairly, with dignity, and with kindness. When these things don’t happen, we often react in anger because we have been hurt. Anger is an emotional response to an unfulfilled expectation. We want to resist our feelings of pain and we do this by feeling anger instead. Anger is a natural emotion that we can’t avoid, but it doesn’t have to be negative.

Anger can be healthy if it’s in the present.

It’s natural and healthy to respond to an injustice with anger. It’s also natural and healthy to let this anger motivate us to make some kind of change in our lives or in the world. If we can change the situations that are causing us to be angry, we must. If we can’t change the situations, we must change ourselves. It isn’t natural and healthy to allow anger to persist past the present. When we suppress feelings of anger, they often come back up in the future. Dwelling on past hurt and becoming angry about it does us no good, which is why we must lean in to our anger when we experience it so that it doesn’t come back up.

How do we lean in to our anger?

First, we must identify what’s triggering our anger. Easy enough, your spouse made a backhanded comment to you, your boss didn’t give you the raise you were promised, your pharmacy won’t give you the prescription you need. Of course you’re angry about this. The next question is a little harder and will require you to dig a little deeper. Why are you angry? What’s underneath it? Your spouse making a backhanded comment makes you feel hurt and/or afraid that they don’t love you anymore. Your boss not giving you a raise makes you fear that you aren’t valued and respected at work. Your pharmacy not giving you the prescription you need makes you fear that you won’t get what you need to function. It can be difficult to identify what’s underneath your anger, but if you look deep enough, there’s always something there.

Alternative Anger Management : Reality Checking

Now that you’ve identified the other emotions accompanying your anger, it’s important to acknowledge these emotions. Acknowledge the fear or pain you are experiencing and acknowledge how you feel threatened. These feelings are normal! It would be abnormal if you didn’t experience fear in response to being threatened. Acknowledge that your feelings of fear are normal, but then you must take a closer look at these fears. You must ask yourself if your fears are legitimate. Does your spouse really not love you anymore or were they just having a bad day and decide to take their frustration out on you? Does your boss really not value you or have they simply forgotten about your raise because of their busy schedule? Does your pharmacist really want you to suffer or have you failed to get the proper prescription approvals needed for your medicine? When we can reflect in this way and practice awareness around our anger, we are much more likely to think rationally about our anger. If we can think more rationally about our anger, we can respond to our anger more rationally, as well.

Anger is an emotional response to an unfulfilled expectation

Gabor Maté, a physician who specializes in addiction and who I will most definitely talk more about in a future post, says you should “be at least as interested in your reactions as in the person or situation that triggers them.” If we can dig in and explore why we respond with anger to certain people and situations, we can learn a lot about ourselves. When angry, ask yourself what expectation of yours went unmet. You expected your spouse to be kind, your hard work to be recognized by your boss, or for things to go your way at the pharmacy. What expectations do you have for the people around you and the situations you find yourself in?

We know that life isn’t fair and things don’t always go our way, but we still get angry when we feel we haven’t been treated fairly or things haven’t gone our way. So, are our expectations realistic? Can we really expect for people to treat us kindly, fairly, and with respect all the time? Regardless of your answer to this question, it doesn’t change the fact that people won’t always treat you with kindness, fairness, and respect. There will be times where you’re treated unfairly or without respect, so what are you going to do about it? You can choose to get angry and dwell on this anger for an indefinite amount of time OR you can choose to acknowledge the way you feel threatened, ask yourself if your fears are legitimate, and release your expectations for others.

Alternative Anger Management : The Hypothesis of Generosity

Brené Brown talks about the hypothesis of generosity in her book Rising Strong and this hypothesis has significantly changed the way I respond to frustration and anger. With the hypothesis of generosity, you ask yourself: what’s the most generous assumption I can make about this person’s intentions or what they said or did to me? You are much less likely to be angry about the person who cut you off in traffic if you assume they are speeding to the hospital with their pregnant about-to-deliver wife. You are much less likely to be angry about the person who made a rude comment to you at the grocery if you assume they are going through it because they just lost someone they love. You are much less likely to be angry about your friend cancelling plans last-minute if you assume they have overstretched themselves and are making this decision to preserve their mental health because they just have way too much going on. If we can release our unrealistic expectations for others and accept a hypothesis of generosity, we can live much happier lives.

Alternative Anger Management : Choosing to live on the track of love

Don Miguel Ruiz sums all this up in his book The Mastery of Love as he explains how we choose to live our lives either on a track of fear (and scarcity) or a track of love (and abundance)…

“Love has no expectations. Fear is full of expectations. With fear we do things because we expect that we have to and we expect that others are going to do the same. That is why fear hurts and love doesn’t hurt. We expect something and if it doesn’t happen, we feel hurt- it isn’t fair. We blame others for not fulfilling our expectations. When we love, we don’t have expectations; we do it because we want to, and if other people do it or not, it’s because they want to or not and it’s nothing personal.”

The world could be a much better place if we all decided to choose love over fear.

Alternative Anger Management Worksheet (Feel free to share this resource!)

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